Your absence

Your absence makes me wonder,
If my love I can survive even one day as loner,
without you nightmares would have only ruins to plunder,
My heart's paradise lost for good in sweet surrender,
ears of mine long for your words in even a banter,
My lips just can't do much but quiver,
My body aches to reach your embrace in a prayer,
I missed you tonight when you were close but far,
I missed your care when I couldn't but your pain share...